Last night I couldn't get my miscarriage off my mind. Even though it has been almost 3 years it's still hard on me and I feel a special bond, that I will forever. I think about it all the time, especially around what would have been his/her birthday. This is my letter....
" Dear my sweet sweet angel. You would have been 3 years old in just a couple of days. This year has been hard for mommy.....wishing I could have felt your soft baby skin...kissed your tiny baby toes. And singing to you in my arms as you fell asleep on my chest. I think of you everyday, and love you more then you know. What gives me peace is knowing that you are in Heaven...safe...warm...and loved. And that I'll get to meet you someday. Just know I've liked you for always, I've loved you forever...as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. With all my heart ~ Mommy
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This is beautiful. You never really talked about how you felt after it happened, and I always wondered how you dealt with it so strongly. Especially because everyone else was so far away. I hope you know how much we all hurt for you - and still do.
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